a million lies.

niicolodean:

I’m average looking and my personality’s just average. All my skills are average, too; I’m not particularly amazing at anything. There’s nothing really special about me.

(via justan0thernightal0ne)

I fucking suck. I can’t do anything right ever and I can’t understand why the hell whatever. I hate this house if everyone pulled whatever it is that is up there butthole out and stopped fighting about everything we would have no problems. Sometimes I wish there was someone I could talk to about this stuff.. Whatever fuck it

Never felt so alone. I feel empty and hopeless. I don’t know how much more I can take

Well it’s back.. Finally thought I was done with this shit. Here comes my worthless insecure ugly self again. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to not have to watch what you say around your family and friends. Not having to monitor your every word ecause your too scared to piss them off or to be betrayed, again. But tomorrow will come and it will all be momentarily gone until I’m left alone again. Just have to get through today, until I can start over with a huge smile and erase everything from my mind. Start fresh